"I'm getting married. Next week."
"Huh?"
He smiled, so dazzlingly brilliant. "I'm getting married. Next week."
"Wait, excuse me. Whose getting married?"
He chuckled. "Me."
"With?"
"Who else?"
"When?"
"Next week. You're invited."
...
"Don't cry."
"How?"
He shrugged. "Don't know. Just, don't. It won't make things any better. I've been there."
"I know. I don't even know why I'm crying my eyes off like this. All I know is, it is not regret."
"Then what?"
"Dunno. Once, when I knew that he would never be mine, I prayed and asked for his and only his happiness. That he would fine his happily ever after, that I would find my own happily ever after. That, somehow, I was allowed to be a part of his life. Allowed to be his friend. I should be happy then, aren't I? That God decided to gave me what I needed and what I wanted AND made me realized that He was really there and everywhere and hear and would answer every single pray I asked. This time, though, He was so direct and surprised me."
"Hahaha. Stop crying then."
"I will. Just, five more minutes."
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Karena waktu tak ingin kita bersama
Walaupun waktu tak menjelaskan mengapa
Semoga waktu kan izinkan ku tuk miliki cinta kita
Di lain waktu
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